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"After Thy Loving Kindness, Lord" by Rachel Tan (Special Music)

The Reading

Psalm 51

Prayer for Cleansing and Pardon

To the leader. A Psalm of David, when the prophet Nathan came to him, after he had gone in to Bathsheba.

Have mercy on me, O God,

   according to your steadfast love;

according to your abundant mercy

   blot out my transgressions.

Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity,

   and cleanse me from my sin.

 

 For I know my transgressions,

   and my sin is ever before me.

Against you, you alone, have I sinned,

   and done what is evil in your sight,

so that you are justified in your sentence

   and blameless when you pass judgement.

Indeed, I was born guilty,

   a sinner when my mother conceived me.

 

 You desire truth in the inward being;

   therefore teach me wisdom in my secret heart.

Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;

   wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.

Let me hear joy and gladness;

   let the bones that you have crushed rejoice.

Hide your face from my sins,

   and blot out all my iniquities.

 

 Create in me a clean heart, O God,

   and put a new and right spirit within me.

Do not cast me away from your presence,

   and do not take your holy spirit from me.

Restore to me the joy of your salvation,

   and sustain in me a willing spirit.

 

Then I will teach transgressors your ways,

   and sinners will return to you.

Deliver me from bloodshed, O God,

   O God of my salvation,

   and my tongue will sing aloud of your deliverance.

 

 O Lord, open my lips,

   and my mouth will declare your praise.

For you have no delight in sacrifice;

   if I were to give a burnt-offering, you would not be pleased.

The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit;

   a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.

 

Do good to Zion in your good pleasure;

   rebuild the walls of Jerusalem,

then you will delight in right sacrifices,

   in burnt-offerings and whole burnt-offerings;

   then bulls will be offered on your altar.

Reflection by Rachel Tan

For my reflection, I chose Psalm 51, which is about recognizing sin and praying for forgiveness. These lyrics come from the metrical Psalms by The Scottish Psalter of 1650, and in that spirit, I wrote the music in a Celtic style. A short analysis of the music: In my reflection, I noticed how Psalm 51 follows a progression from recognizing our sins to praying with hope for God to cleanse us from those sins. To reflect that, the song starts in E minor as we recognize the transgressions we have committed against God. As the song progresses, the music switches to G major as we pray with hope and joy for His forgiveness.